Wednesday, May 04, 2011

these good times

I've officially got 5 papers down. That's a relief :) Prelims don't feel like prelims. Exams don't feel like exams any more. I haven't felt nervous for a paper in a really long time. Each paper seems like just any other day where I have to take a test. Nothing major. Coming out of each paper feeling goof. The feeling is amazing.
Came home at 1030 today. That's the good thing about exams, you get to come home early. Much earlier then any other day.
Life hasn't been that smooth sailing recently. Major quarrel with my mom. I really really really really hate her sometimes. She can be so totally biased towards my brother sometimes. Hello? Its the 21st century. Females are as strong as males. Live with that. I'm human too mom, I have my limits. And I don't take people for granted. Not anyone, not even you. You don't have to treat me like this. I'm your daughter too. I'm your kid too. But if you don't want me as your child, as your daughter, I'm fine with it. Just get a lawyer and I'll be more than glad to sign the papers.
Isn't it amazing how sometimes your family can hurt you and not care at all? Isn't it? I guess thats life. And life sucks. And I guess we just have got to live with that.
But at the same time, there are people who are there who are able to help you get through whatever things in life. Help you get through all the shit. Help you feel better with just one phone call. I'm so glad I've found him.Thank you baby, for making me feel so much better with just the sound of your voice.
There's literature tomorrow and amath. Then it'll be physics and music writing major.

Life's hectic, life's a mess, life's a bitch. But we just got to live with it.